Friday, February 20, 2009

Lenten Ideas

Erin was soliciting ideas for Lent, so I thought I'd post the brainstorm that I had a couple of days ago. I'm not necessarily doing all of this, but these are the ideas on the table for me. I'd love to hear other ideas, too!

1. Busted Halo (the online magazine for Catholics and seekers in their 20s and 30s run by the Paulists) put together a Lenten calendar called "Fast, Pray, Live" that provides a different factoid and act of discipline to be done each day of Lent. They're getting really creative, too; e.g., "fasting" might mean reducing your carbon footprint for the day.

2. Study the readings for daily Mass, well, daily. There are tons of different booklets published each year to guide you through the readings with a Lenten focus. My favorite is "Daily Reflections for Lent" by Sr. Katherine Howard. Oh, my gosh, Amazon is out of stock! Maybe they'll get more? Hm. I know that the UC Berkeley Graduate Theological Union bookstore on Le Conte between Euclid and Scenic used to carry them (though, I heard the store might be closing). Or, go to Christian bookstore online, I suppose. Or, if you find yourself in San Jose, I bought mine at Ave Maria, possibly the best Catholic bookstore in the Bay Area.

3. Participate in the Sacraments as much as humanly possible. Go to Mass on weekdays. Confess your sins weekly. We were talking about this last night in my Bible study; when we attend reconciliation just to talk about the big stuff, we never get around to confessing the little stuff. I mean, St. Therese de Lisieux would apparently burst into tears as a child for saying a harsh word to her siblings--imagine if we were as attuned to our own sins!

4. Don't just give up something for Lent: replace a bad habit with a good habit. For example, I waste a lot of time on the Internet, so I was trying to think of ways to shift that behavior. I could make my homepage a spiritual website instead of the New York Times. Or, after I read an article online, I could pray for the people involved in the story. Or, just like we pray before meals, think of how often you would pray if you said a prayer every time you were about to touch your laptop!

5. Do a different discipline or devotion each day of the week. This is what I'm probably going to do. I was thinking that I could focus on the seven heavenly virtues (the opposites of the seven deadly sins) as a theme for each day. This isn't necessarily what my schedule will be, but I was thinking of something along these lines:
Sundays: read the Sunday Missal, focus on charity (contra: greed)
Mondays: fast, focus on temperance (contra: gluttony)
Tuesdays: do prayers of intercession, focus on kindness (contra: envy)
Wednesdays: pray the Rosary, focus on chastity (contra: lust)
Thursdays: do Bible study, focus on diligence (contra: sloth)
Fridays: do the Liturgy of the Hours, focus on patience (contra: wrath)
Saturdays: go to Reconciliation, focus on humility (contra: pride)
6. Go on a personal retreat. You don't have to participate in a group retreat that goes away from the weekend, either. Grab your Bible, your journal, perhaps some spiritual study aids, and spend a day by yourself with God. Let your roommates know that you're doing this, and try to be silent for the day, focusing on your relationship with God. Read the Bible, journal, pray, rest, nourish yourself, be rejuvenated! You could do this with a friend, too, where you each decide to take a day for yourselves, and then meet up for dinner to discuss how your day went, and what you learned.

I'm curious to hear how others are planning their Lenten devotions...

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Musical Autobiography

I was recently tagged by my friend Brad to list the top 15 albums that have had a profound effect upon me, regardless of their musical merit. At first, I dismissed this inquiry as futile, because I don't really know the name of most of the stuff I like, by virtue of the radio being my primary exposure to music. However, once in a blue moon, I like something well enough to actually find out the name of the artist and make a purchase, or I will acquire an album through sheer happenstance. So, for your reading pleasure, here are the top 15 albums that have influenced me. Taking after Nick Hornby's High Fidelity, the albums are listed autobiographically, with the year of influence in parentheses.

Alanis Morissette - Jagged Little Pill (1995)
Imagine a fourth-grader sitting in the back of a white Dodge Colt Vista on the way to school, singing along to "Hand In My Pocket" along with her mom and brother, and you'll get a pretty good feel for what my childhood was like. Not only was this one of the main cassette tapes that my mom played in the car when I was in late elementary school, but "Ironic" was inspiration for a definitional essay that I had to write for my AP English Language course junior year.

Jamiroquai - Travelling Without Moving (1996)
Like Alanis Morissette, Jamiroquai was another cassette tape staple in my mom's car. I can recall being immensely perplexed by the artist's voice, because I was unable to determine whether it was a man or a woman singing. I later bought the CD for $5 during my sophomore year of college, and rediscovered just how crazy the lyrics to those songs really were.

Weird Al Yankovic - Bad Hair Day (1996)
This was the first CD that I ever purchased. Yes, I am a nerd. To this day, Weird Al represents the highest number of albums by one artist in my iTunes collection, at seven. The first concert that I ever saw was a Weird Al performance at Great America (an amusement park in Santa Clara, CA). Weird Al helped shape my appreciation for certain types of humor, especially word play, sarcasm, parody, and self-deprecation. Plus, if it weren't for his parodies, I guarantee that I would have an even more dismal grasp of pop culture references. Though, that has backfired in some respects; for example, I was recently in a situation in which everyone started singing "American Pie" and I quickly realized that I only knew the lyrics from "The Saga Begins." My, my, this here Anakin guy...

Lou Bega - A Little Bit of Mambo (1999)
I don't recall the exact circumstances under which "Mambo No. 5" was played during my 8th grade English class, but that was my first exposure to Lou Bega. After that, I repeated ran across the song on Radio Disney (AM KMKY, ha ha)--granted, it was an edited version that had replaced the plethora of female names with Disney characters, and I believe he referenced a "candy store" instead of a "liquor store." I thought the song was really catchy, so I bought the CD. I listened to the entire album, and was shocked by the blatant chauvinism. I was also shocked by Radio Disney's censorship, which helped to spur me on to more mature radio stations.

Barenaked Ladies - Maroon (2000)
I associate this album with my dearest friend from middle school, Morgan, for several reasons. Most prominently, the summer that "Fat Lip" gained popularity was the same summer that Morgan gave me a fat lip while we were roughhousing up at her family's cabin in Tahoe, and I thus always think of that incident when I listen to the song. Also, Morgan was, is, and will always be cooler than I am, which included her knowledge of music. She introduced me to FM 104.9, the Bay Area's alternative rock station, which drastically improved both my knowledge of and taste in music. Thanks, Morgan.

The Beatles - 1 (2000)
Growing up, I had only a cursory knowledge of the extreme importance of The Beatles. I found myself continually surprised to discover that song after song that I had heard was actually by The Beatles. After a while, I decided that I needed to educate myself about the evolution of classic rock. This endeavor would last several years, aided in part by my sophomore year World History teacher, Mr. Humphrey, who actually wrapped up the year with a fantastic, off-the-wall unit on rock and roll. We each had to write a report on a different influential band; I chose The Buggles, whose hit "Video Killed the Radio Star" was the first video aired on MTV.

Bob Dylan - Bringing It All Back Home (2001)
My dad brought this CD home one day. I have no idea why he happened to have it, but he handed it to me, and I never gave it back. Wow! Bob Dylan sparked an interest in 1960s folk rock, such as Simon & Garfunkel, The Mamas & the Papas, and the Byrds. Actually, that's a good segue into Forrest Gump, as a matter of fact...

Forrest Gump (soundtrack) (2001)
Forrest Gump is quite possibly my favorite movie of all time. I've watched it dozens of times, I can quote most of the movie from memory, and my family will sit down and watch it every time it plays on television. After watching it a few times, I realized that this movie, as much as it is a brief summary of the crucial events of U.S. history from the 1950s through the 1980s, is also a good compilation of major songs from those decades. The soundtrack greatly supplemented my musical self-education, formally introducing me to Creedence Clearwater Revival, Buffalo Springfield, The Doors, Jefferson Airplane, Three Dog Night, and many others.

No Doubt - Simple Kind of Life (2001)
In my high school French class, we earned play money Euros for participating in class. At the end of each semester, my Mme Reak conducted an auction for prizes, using the Euros as currency. We all brought in contributions to the auction, which Mme Reak "bought" from us for a baseline amount of Euros, and then bid on the items in French. It was always a lot of fun, and, thanks to my prolific participation in that class, I was often able to outbid my classmates on the best stuff. One such item was the "Simple Kind of Life" single. No Doubt was one of the bands that I listened to on the radio and loved, so I was excited to see the CD, which had presumably been discarded by my classmate because they had acquired Return of Saturn, the full studio album. I mark this moment as the start of my appreciation for what might be called post-grunge music.

Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication (2002)
I love every song on this album, with the possible exception of "Porcelain" (frankly, it's a downer). The songs were arguably overplayed on the radio around the turn of the millennium, but my love for this album never diminished. I didn't get around to purchasing the CD until the middle of high school, but, once I did, I listened to it on repeat for ages. I hadn't liked the Red Hot Chili Peppers' music before this album, which seemingly heralded a shift in their style, and I still don't like their stuff before 1999 very much, but I am a fan of everything they've done since then.

Les Miserables (Broadway soundtrack) (2003)
More high school French stories! I was co-president of the French Club my junior and senior years of high school, and I must say that Erica and I were determined to make stuff happen. I don't recall if the trip technically ended up as a French club or French class field trip, but the upshot is that a bunch of us went to see Les Miserables in San Jose. I had never really heard the music before in its entirety, but I was deeply moved by the performance, and immediately started saving up to buy the CD of the Broadway soundtrack, which was rather pricey. To this day, my mom teases me for listening to what she disparagingly terms "show tunes."

The Strokes - Room On Fire (2003)
This album epitomizes my high school discovery of post-punk revival bands, such as Franz Ferdinand, the Arctic Monkeys, The Killers, the Kaiser Chiefs, etc. I really enjoy this style. There is something about the guitar and bass work that makes me want to dance in front of my bedroom mirror. This is good wake up and get ready for the day music. It makes me happy. Some of the songs are fairly vapid, content-wise, but not every song has to trigger an existential crisis, right?

Glay - Blue Jean (2004)
Alissa, another good friend dating back to middle school, introduced me to Glay, which is a fantastic Japanese rock and pop group. Even though I don't speak Japanese, their music really appealed to me, and it was fun and educational to explore the intense world of music fandom through this group, with Alissa as my guide. With most groups, I'm lucky if I know the name of the song to which I am listening, but Glay revealed to me that there is an entire culture of musical appreciation outside of mere listening, such as the dynamics of the band members, the extravagant quality of live concerts, the anticipation of future albums, and the discussion of music with others. I had no idea. I still remain an outsider to these practices, but Glay helped me to expand my understanding of the music industry vis-à-vis its fan base.

Madonna - The Immaculate Collection (2005)
I am not at all a Madonna fan, but this album is relevant to my freshman year of undergrad. In the spring of 2005, I joined Alpha Delta Chi, the Christian sorority at UC Berkeley. Each semester, the new pledge class is dubbed with pledge names. My pledge class was the Madonna Class, with names taken from Madonna's Immaculate Collection album. The logic of my sisters is still somewhat beyond my grasp, but my pledge name was "material girl." (Forgive the lack of capitalization--it's an alleged ADX pledge name rule.) My only rationalization is that they chose this name for me to be ironic, because I am not particularly materialistic, but do appreciate sarcasm. Pre-2005 ADX girls, care to shed any light on this mystery?

Beck - Guero (2005)
The opening of "Girl" was my cellphone ring tone for at least a year. To this day, I cannot listen to the song without an instinctual lunge toward my cellphone. Beck is so quirky and creative. His music is what I imagine SFMOMA would sound like, if some of the art came to life, grabbed musical instruments, and started jamming. Beck's music sounds like a collage. It sounds like photography. Does that make sense? No, but I daresay Beck would not be too worried about it.

Thus concludes my top fifteen list of albums pivotal to me as a person. I'd be curious to read your musical autobiography... Have at it! It's fun to go back through your music and reminisce.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Fantastic Quotes, Performances, and Trips

My professors have said some fantastically quotable things in the past couple of weeks:
“Remember Marbury v. Madison: sign, sealed, delivered?” - Contracts professor, jogging our memory about the landmark case establishing judicial review, in which Madison failed to deliver a commission by President Adams appointing Marbury as Justice of the Peace in D.C.

“Whether the barn is being used for intimate purposes…” - Criminal Justice professor, on the open fields doctrine of Oliver v. United States (this statement elicited many snickers from my classmates)

“The house is haunted as a matter of law." - Property professor, on Stambovsky v. Ackley, an incredible case involving an exception to caveat emptor (buyer beware), because the seller of a haunted house had taken advantage of the buyer's ignorance about the otherwise publicly-known fact of the house being haunted
Oh, good times.

Last night, I went to the Kennedy Center with Tracie to see the Hilliard Ensemble, which is a British male vocal quartet that is world-renowned for singing early music (e.g., Medieval and Renaissance). They performed a selection of Renaissance-era Requiem Mass songs in Latin; specifically, "Orlando de Lassus's four-part Requiem Mass, interspersed with motets and antiphons by Giovanni Pierluigi da Palestrina." I wasn't sure what to expect, but the Catholic nerd in me figured that I would enjoy it--and, I did! The program provided translations of the songs from Latin, but I tried to focus on the musicality of the performance. I enjoyed picking up random phrases that I recognized, such as "Kyrie eleison" (Lord, have mercy), "Hosanna in excelsis" (Hosanna in the highest), "Miserere mei Deus" (Have mercy upon me, O God), and "Agnus Dei qui tollis peccata mundi" (Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world).

The Kennedy Center has a great program for 17- to 25-year-olds called Attend, which offers steeply discounted tickets to students and young professionals. Fantastic seats to world-class performances for $10?! Brilliant. My friend Mike introduced me to the program a couple of weeks ago, when we went to hear the National Symphony Orchestra perform Ravel's Piano Concerto in G major and Berlioz's Symphonie fantastique. I vow to take advantage of this program as often as possible while I'm in D.C., seeing as it costs the same amount as a movie, but is so much cooler.

Not to bury the lead, but I'm going to California this weekend! We get Monday and Tuesday off for Presidents' Day, so my parents offered to fly me out on their dime last-minute! I'm catching a flight out from Reagan at 6:35 tomorrow morning, and I'll be back in D.C. Tuesday evening. I'm so excited to visit my family. I don't think I'll have time to make it up to Berkeley, but, never fear, I will be back in the Bay Area in a few weeks for Spring Break.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Strolling Through the Garden

The weather has been so gorgeous in DC the past few days--in the 60s! I hadn't realized how much I would miss sunshine here. I don't think I have a seasonal affective disorder, per se, but going for walks in the sunshine has brought me a lot of otherwise inexplicable joy.

I went to the United States Botanical Garden on Friday on a whim. I think my favorite area was the Orchid House, though the Jungle was pretty neat, too. (I was sorely tempted by the hanging vines.) I'm curious to see what the outdoor garden looks like in full bloom; right now, it's pretty scraggly. Frankly, I like the UC Botanical Garden better, because it is almost entirely outdoors and has wildlife as well, but the gigantic U.S. Botanical Garden greenhouse is pretty cool in its own right.

I was working really hard last weekend, because Monday was the due date not only for the draft of my Legal Research and Writing Brief, but also for my Resident Fellow application. I hope I get an interview--I would really like to live in Gewirz again (the Georgetown Law dorm) next year as an RF (read: RA). We should find out about interviews by the end of the week! Wish I could say the same about my summer job search, though; still waiting to hear back from employers, and still applying to more jobs in the meantime. I'm looking forward to the upcoming five-day weekend... I think it'll be a little more sane than this past weekend. (Thank you, Presidents' Day and Georgetown Law staff retreat!)

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Discipline

An excerpt from today's first reading, from the letter of Paul to the Hebrews:

Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us rid ourselves of every burden and sin that clings to us and persevere in running the race that lies before while keeping our eyes fixed on Jesus, the leader and perfecter of faith. For the sake of the joy that lay before him he endured the cross, despising its shame, and has taken his seat at the right of the throne of God. Consider how he endured such opposition from sinners, in order that you may not grow weary and lose heart. In your struggle against sin you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding blood. You have also forgotten the exhortation addressed to you as sons:
"My son, do not disdain the discipline of the Lord
or lose heart when reproved by him;
for whom the Lord loves, he disciplines;
he scourges every son he acknowledges."
Endure your trials as "discipline"; God treats you as sons. For what "son" is there whom his father does not discipline? At the time, all discipline seems a cause not for joy but for pain, yet later it brings the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who are trained by it. So strengthen your drooping hands and your weak knees. Make straight paths for your feet, that what is lame may not be dislocated but healed.

- Hebrews 12: 1-7, 11-13

Friday, January 30, 2009

Nervousness

It has certainly been a busy week. Now that the hoopla of the Inauguration has passed, it is back to the grind here at Georgetown Law. This semester feels a bit front-loaded, because I'm currently applying to summer jobs, working hard on my Legal Research and Writing brief, and trying to stay on top of the plethora of opportunities that are (or will soon be) presenting themselves (e.g., becoming a Resident Fellow in my dorm next year, deciding whether to compete for a position on the Alternate Dispute Resolution team, working to improve campus ministry, reaching out as a Student Ambassador to admitted students deciding whether to pick Georgetown Law).

Grades come out on Wednesday. On the surface, I've been fairly nonchalant about it, but, deep down, I'm nervous. I tried my best last semester, but I have absolutely no idea how I did. There is a little part inside of me--and, I think many of my peers feel the same way--that worries that I am an "impostor," that I'm simply not good enough, that I don't really belong here. Rationally, I know that I am qualified to be here, but I went through the same bout of nervousness during my first semester at Berkeley. I just hope that Wednesday's outcome is a relief, rather than a letdown. I am bracing myself to be satisfied no matter what, and am trying to rely on God for my strength and happiness. Even Jesus, after all, does not judge us by superficial, human standards.
"You judge by appearances, but I do not judge anyone."
- John 8: 15
Amen.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Inauguration Weekend, Part II

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So, here is what Alissa and I have done since Sunday: attended the Lincoln Memorial "We Are One" concert, visited the National Museum of American History, explored the National Mall, waited in line for 5 hours for the Inauguration, checked out the National Gallery, visited the FDR and Jefferson memorials, and went to the top of the Washington Monument. In spite of attending classes on Wednesday and Thursday, it has felt like I've been taking a vacation this week, acting as a tourist (albeit, with Metro savvy).

The one disappointment was the Inauguration itself, I'm afraid. Alissa and I walked over to the line labeled "TO NATIONAL MALL" on 3rd Street, NW between D and C Street at 4 o'clock in the morning, and stood in line for five hours to get through security, only to have our hopes dashed--the checkpoint closed its Mall access, and was only open to the parade route. From the parade route, the ceremony could neither be seen nor heard, due to the lack of Jumbotrons and speakers. What a bummer! We stood on the parade route for a couple of hours, but decided to go home around 11 am because we were freezing and weren't really getting much out of standing there.

In fact, we were beginning to exhibit symptoms of hypothermia in our feet, which was really scary; as Wikipedia describes of Stage 1 hypothermia, "often, a person will experience a warm sensation, as if they have recovered, but they are in fact heading into Stage 2." Our feet had progressed from cold, to painfully cold, to numb, to feeling oddly warm. No good. Once we got back to my apartment, it took us nearly two hours before we felt normal... even with the heat blasting and while under multiple blankets. Yikes!

My roommate Betsy was similarly foiled by the disastrous management of the security checkpoints, and didn't make it onto the Mall, either. She baked cinnamon rolls for all of us, and we streamed the inauguration on my laptop. It felt pretty lame to watch it on my laptop when we were literally a half-mile away from the event, but it was the best we could do.

I loved the performance of "Air and Simple Gifts." (I also love Stephen Colbert's theory that Yo-Yo Ma is technically the President of the United States because he was on camera at 12 o'clock noon.) I'm really upset with Chief Justice Roberts for messing up the oath, though. What the heck, Roberts?! It just tainted the whole ceremony. Oh, well. I thought President Obama's speech was fine, though I still believe that his best speech was his keynote address at the 2004 DNC. The parade was fun to watch. I loved it when Barack and Michelle got out of the limo (apparently nicknamed "the Beast," which I find rather fitting), and walked along Pennsylvania Ave. They are so charismatic.

Now that Alissa has headed back to California, it is back to law school for me. Homework and job applications are my prevalent concerns at the moment. Also, applications to become a Resident Fellow for Gewirz open on Monday. Resident Fellows, or RFs, are the five students that live in Gewirz, Georgetown Law's dorm (where I currently live), and serve the dorm by fostering community, helping with security and emergencies, and providing counsel to the residents. I really, really want to be an RF, for several reasons: I would get to live in Gewirz for the next two years, I would get free rent, and I would be able to reach out to first-years. I've always loved working as a mentor to younger students, and I think being an RF would be a great experience. There are only three spots open for next year, so we'll see what happens!